Interview...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Today I just wanna share about my experience in interview. Last week I had an interview for a scholarship.. The simplest word that I can say about the interview was 'unexpected'.. The session was held ONLY in groups.. An issue was given, and we need to discuss it in group, and of course fully in English.. A group consist of 5 people, and my teammates were all from different colleges. We've an issue titled 'Economy Downturn, And How To Reduce University Expenditure'. There're 3 options given, which were Students, Management Board, and Professor points.. I said that the interview was unexpected because first, my preferred course was not offered, which is pharmacy..and I am seriously in dilemma on what else to choose since I dislike engineering..(or specifically I dislike Physics.. =p), and next, we were not allowed to bring along our certificates file.. Then, there were no individual session where like common interviews, we need to brief about ourselves.. None. 

And as for me, I did my best, even though I know my chance to get the scholarships was not quite bright since the pharmacy course was not offered.. I just do the best because I wanna test myself, and I wanna get the experience of real interview.. Alhamdulillah.I succeed to get what I want in that interview..and I am happy that I can share it with my friends.. But...one thing that I'm quite disappointed is about the selection system. Some of my friends did not know about that interview cause they didn't receive any calls, but their names were listed. Next, the selection process was mainly based on the cgpa, which is 3.85 above.. I was not agree with it cause the cgpa system in each college was not the same.. There were some colleges which are lenient in giving marks to the students in exams, so, automatically their cgpa is high.. As in my college, I believe there are many of my friends who actually deserve to get high cgpa, and they are qualified to be in that interview because of their great leadership and communicating skills.. I can see that majority of the students present in that interview were majority of the 'bookworm' type.. (including me I guess). *Sigh*

Oh yeah, I heard one of the officers involve in that interview said that the interview was held to choose students who are MATURED and will not face any problems such as CULTURE SHOCK when they are send to overseas.. Now I get it about why do we need to fill in our Pendidikan Islam's mark in a form given..

I agree with that. Yeah, in the end, I get it... Why was the interview held just only in grouping? Because they already know that students present in that interview were all having good academic background. What do they need to see was our thinking level, leadership and cooperative skills, and how do we behave in a critical situation. And of course, our speaking skill, which I was not really good at. =(  

So..I guess that's all for tonight.. 

Still wanna thanks a friend of mine for supporting me to write. =)

Seloka Lawrencium... =)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Here's one of my masterpiece that I wrote around August this year. I just love to write this kind of masterpiece..It's interesting.. I've made one during primary school, and when I was in form 3, I made a class video.. So for the form 5 session., here it goes... =)

Seloka Lawrencium….

Ini seloka gurauan dari kami,

Ingin bercerita tentang kelas 501 KFC,

Inilah kisah keluarga kecil kami,

Dipimpin guru kelas, Cg. Fairul, yang baik hati.

Muhammad Azim President kami,

Sangat optimis, dialah bakal doktor gigi,

V.P kami Nadia Asri,

Gelarannya Oopet, kami yang beri.

Kecil-kecil dah pandai berpoilitik,

Itulah Si Genius Hazim Afifi,

Dalam kelas kami ada Exco Akademik,

Dialah Wan Muhammad Ashraf, bakal ahli sufi.

Rostdan Akhir penyeri kelas kami,

Jangan main-main, dialah V.P LDP!

Sangat berseni, itulah Qayyum Qamari,

Dalam diam dia jadi pakar ICT!

Matanya sepet dan berkaca mata,

Itulah Ariff Adham yang diam-diam ubi berisi,

Seorang lagi teman yang juga berkaca mata,

Sangat sarkastik orangnya, dialah Ahmad Fitri.

Hidupnya bolehlah dikatakan persis anak raja,

Dialah Qawiem Alif Petra yang sangat rileks orangnya,

Dalam bab tidur dialah jadi raja,

Bermimpi untuk ke awan, Othman Ariff lah namanya.

Bangganya kami sebab ada sasterawan,

Dialah Amirul Iqmal yang gah di medan bahasa,

Dalam bola jaring tiada yang boleh lawan,

‘Shud the Sharp Shooter’, atlet yang berbisa.

Dalam kelas kami pon ada ramai orang Korea,

Yang sangat suka berceloteh, namanya Nabila,

Seorang lagi yang comel lagi pandai bergaya,

Mai dari Beseri itulah Adleen Rushda.

Walaupun pendiam tapi hebat orangnya,

Bakal arkitek, Hani Nasuha namanya,

Putih melepak macam anak Nyonya,

Ummu Zikriyah, macam ratu orangya.

Ni lagi seorang anak Korea,

Suka tersengih, Faez nama pendeknya,

Satu geng mata sepet dengan Fatin Farhana,

Dialah Exco Kebudayaan yang sangat tabah orangnya.

Izzati Ibrahim mai dari Penang,

Suka bersendiri, mencari identiti diri,

Amira Rahim pun anak kelahiran Penang,

Bercita-cita tinggi nak jadi ahli farmasi.

Sentiasa positif, namanya Fatin Nabila,

Merah terang itulah warna kegemarannya,

Sangat minat akaun, namanya Sharifah Nabiha,

Turun riadah itu memang hobinya.

Nak lagi bangga, kelas kami ada olahragawati,

Itulah Nazhatul Najihah yang tinngi macam lidi,

Kecil molek orangnya, selalu merendah diri,

Itulah Nad Sidek, boleh jadi isteri mithali.

SPM 2013 itulah destinasi kami,

Nak dapat Straight A+ itulah matlamat kami,

Ayuhlah 501 Lawrencium, kita bersatu hati,

Gegarkan seluruh maktab dengan result kita nanti!

Sampai sini sahaja seloka dari kami,

Kalau ada salah silap kami susun 10 jari,

Setiap kenangan pastikan tersemat di hati,

Moga bertemu kembali pada suatu masa nanti.

Insya-Allah… =)

The End of 2013...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Wow..this blog is surely dusty,,hehe... I thought that I will not continue blogging anymore, but due to a friend's request, I'll write.. Hmm..why am I planing not to blog anymore? Actually I am not planing to quit, I just wanna open a new book. Yeah, new phase, with new environment, so of course new stories.. Hence, I'm actually thinking to make new blog. A more matured one. So let's just pray may 2014 is not a really busy year so that I can spend time for the new blog making.   =)

Okay, move on to the latest news.. What's happening in the end of 2013??
For sure, if I can scream, "I've done my SPM!!!" Haha..yeah..it's reality.. But still, I feel like dreaming. No more school uniforms, merrily sports day, and all those 'cute' things we used to do during school-phase time, or to be exact, the immature phase, or in other word, the 'identity-crisis' phase, or we could just simply say.. in 'teenage world'. After this, we're going to the 'half-adult' phase, haha, I said that cause for me, the real adult age is '20', when the first number turns '2'. =p Well, I don't wanna talk much bout this half-adult phase cause I'm not really facing it yet. So, I don't have much experience to elaborate it clearly and creatively.. XD

Soooo..let's move on to another chapter..
Huh? You wanna me talk about the scholarships? The SPC? Hmmm...I don't feel like I wanna talk about it right now.. Cause now I'm in 'waiting' mood..So I don't know what the result would be yet.. For sure everyone is hoping for the best. Everyone wants SPC, the simplest way of continuing our studies.. Hopefully Allah will open the chance for me and my friends to get the SPC.. Amin..

Come again? Wanna me talk about the SPM? Did I went through it nicely? So far I just could say Alhamdulillah..and if I were given a word to describe how's SPM 2013, I would choose...'tough'..hehe... Naaaaa...don't wanna talk bout it.. Cause when I think about it, I will always come out with the 'IF' and 'WHY', which show regret..and it is definitely not a good thing to talk about.. k? -_-

What I've been doing for the past 3 weeks after the SPM huh? Well I live, of course.. =p Eat, sleep, movies, books, musics etc.. Nothing special... Yeah, my house is not around a place where I can join any interesting classes.. If I can, I will love to join the music class, or the dancing class, or the computer class, or the language class, (but NOT the driving class =p, I just don't ready yet to drive..hee) But I just can't.. =( NVM..

To be honest, I'm missing Langkawi so much.. Even though there were a lots of painful truth there, but there were still sweet memories to be remembered.. What I miss the most about Langkawi is the surrounding.. The calmness of the scenery, the picturesque view, and somehow I miss the Cenang beach..haha..(IDK why..) I really want to see the sunset and sunrise at the beach.. But till now I still don't have the chance yet.. But I am grateful cause I've got the chance to see the sunset from the Raudhatul Muttaqin surau of MRSM Langkawi..Subhanallah..it was very an outstanding view..

Next, ha. I've finished 4 from 5 novels of Hlovate just in 3 weeks.. Haha.. I know, it's actually not a big deal pon.. and plus, some would say that I am really outdated.. Nvm whatever they wanna say.. as long as I'm happy because I've succeed to buy those books with my own money, and read it in a very leisure time.. =D Reading Hlovate's books makes me feel alive.. I really impressed with the awesomeness of the books. Hlovate is just so genius to delivery the messages especially about Islam in a very stylish and light way.. The book that I really love the most is the 'Versus' because I can feel it related to me somehow.. You just need to read it by yourself only then you can feel it. <3

Hmmmmm..I guess I wanna stop here.. I'll write more in the next entry k.. Adios! =D

 




     

Adakah........?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

What is actually the meaning of love? 

Is it being with the person who can make you smile?

Or is it being with the person who can make you calm?

Or is it being with the person who can make you laugh?

Or is it being with the person who can make you feel touched?

Or is it being with the person who can appreciate you well?

Or is it being with the person who can make you realize about your mistakes?

Or is it being with the person who can make you forget about your problems?

Or is it being with the person who can make you solve your problems?

Or is it being with the person who can sacrifice anything for you?

Or is it being with the person who only sacrifice something that he thinks useful for you?

Or is it being with the person who can always support you?

Or is it being with the person who can accompany you any time you need a company?

Or is it being with the person who always make you feel happy?

Or is it being with the person who sometimes annoy you?

Or is it being with the person who know only about your goodness?

Or is it being with the person who know everything about you?

Or is it being with the person who calls you with sweet name?

Or is it being with the person who calls you with your own name?

Or is it being with the person who makes you feel like you want to be perfect?

Or is it being with the person who makes you feel like yourself?

Or is it being with the person who want your guidance?

Or is it being with the person who guides you?

Or is it being with the person who can protects you from any harm?

Or is it being with the person who only protects you when he feel he wants to?

This two years, teach me a lot of things.. Makes me thinks wider in making the right decision.. Insya-Allah..

Bicara Kata~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

Here's a very nice song to be shared... Contains a lot of memories in it... :')

BICARA KATA by IN-TEAM

Manis bicara indah tutur kata,

Tak seindah rupa pengertiannya,

Lembutnya lidah, mengata nista,

Lidah yang tiada bertulang mengadu domba,

Serta memfitnah sesama saudara.

Terkadang aku, berfikir sendirian,

Perlukah amarahku dibiar terus menyala,

Membakar membara dengan rasa bangga,

Mencela mereka dengan kata-kata.

Kata ibarat pedang yang tajamnya bisa membunuh lawan,

Kata-kata yang berhikmah menyedarkan kita,

Kata madah pujangga bisa menjadi pedoman manusia,

Jagalah bahasa kata kita, jangan disalah guna.

Yang indah itu bahasa,

Yang cantik budi pekerti,

Yang merah itu saga,

Yang kurik itu kendi,

Yang indah itu bahasa,

Yang cantik budi pekerti.

Terkadang aku, mentaksir manusia,

Kurniaan Tuhan telah banyak dikhianati,

Mencerca menghina, dustanya bicara,

Menyusun nista dengan kata-kata.

Terlajak perahu, masih boleh diundur lagi,

Terlajak kata, buruk padahnya.

Terlajak perahu, masih boleh diundur lagi,

Terlajak kata, hilang percaya.

-Kenangan, 2012- :’)

That Principle...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Alhamdulillah, today is the first of Syawal, and I'm celebrating Aidilfitri with my beloved family at my home sweet home.. I am so grateful because in Aidilfitri this year, all my family members can gather in the first of Syawal..and the most happy event was when we taking picture of the whole family.. The picture was perfect! And the best thing is, all the family members of my father's also gather at my grandma's house, and we were taking pictures of the big family! So happy! It is an event that is rarely happen during raya because it's quite hard to gather all the family members at one time.. =D Alhamdulillah.. 

Ok, back to the main topic, That Principle..

I believe everyone has their own principle in life right? So do I. My principle for the time being is - 

Love is nothing, 

Study is something, 

Success is everything.

But, unfortunately, my spirit was not strong enough. I forgot about that principle that I hold too all this while. At last, in the age of 17, I failed to hold to that principle.. I don't realise it until one day, a good friend of mine  advise me about it.. Hmm..what can I do now? There's no use to cry over a spilt milk... =(

Another thing is, yes indeed, Allah says in Surah An-Nur, verse (24:26)

 ".....Good women are for good men, and good men for good women....."

So....when I think back, I am not a good person. To compare me and 'you', I feel so little and low.. So, Dear 'You', I believe there's other good girl for you.. Even though my tears keep falling down whenever I think of you, but I am confidence with my decision.. Sorry for everything.. :')  

It Touches Me!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Hey. it's been a very long time I didn't update this blog... Yeah..busy as a student.. Today, I got 30 days left to TRIAL MARA!!!! :O Ok2, I will go study.. But before that, I wanna share this song.. The song that touches me the most..huhuhu..

Lirik Lagu I Love You – Najwa Latif

Mungkin kita pernah rasa tentang cinta,

Yang takdirnya bukan untuk kita,

Mungkin ini adalah cara meluah cinta,

Tanpa berkata atau berpandang mata,

Mungkin aku mencintaimu walaupun engkau tak pernah tahu,

Mungkin aku mencintaimu tanpa lelah atau pun jemu,

I’m sorry but I love you,

I’m sorry if I miss you,

Even if I don't have you ,

You know I’ll always be there for you,

Mungkin kita tak bersama di takdirkan,

Tak mengapa asal kau bahagia,

Biar aku mencintaimu biar tiada siapa yang tahu,

Biar aku mencintaimu dalam diam ataupun bisu,

I’m sorry but I love you,

I’m sorry if I miss you,

Even if I can’t have you,

You know I’ll always be there for you.

I’m sorry but I love you..

Sumber : http://www.liriklagumuzika.com/2011/08/lirik-lagu-i-love-you-najwa-latif.html#ixzz2asFY4SOi

Dear You...~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

Dear You, 

I did say to you something,

And I know that whatever you've done to me now,

Is because of my request to you,

And I know that you are really committed to it, 

But, 

Do you know,

Girl's heart is so soft, 

Until sometimes their words doesn't represent their actions,

And their words also sometimes doesn't represent their heart...

You've misunderstood the situation I am going through, 

Now, 

Our distances keep makes me thinking, 

Thinking about you and me, 

And finally I found an answer, 

Which is, 

There's actually no chemistry between us,

I always hurt you, 

With my words and actions,

And sometimes,

You make me hurt too...

Even though I know you never meant it,

My tears fell down several times because of you,

Oh Dear You, 

I think that I am nobody in your eyes and your heart,

I can't go on like this, 

Wondering, and keep wondering, 

How's your feelings towards me...

And, 

I think that I am not perfect enough for you, 

You deserve a better girl, 

Who can take good care of your heart and your soul, 

Someone who will never hurt you, 

And can understand you well..

Oh Dear You, 

Do you want to know something?

If we love someone, 

We will not want to change that someone's principle, 

And we will accept him/her like the way he/she is,

And I guess that I don't have that quality in me, 

I AM SORRY...

Oh Dear FRIEND,

You are a really GOOD FRIEND to me, 

And I hope till forever you will be, 

Please forgive all my wrong doings,

Because I am not as good as you think I am...

I believe there's someone out there,

Who is more suitable for you...

Oh Dear You, 

Thank You for everything...

Satu Kajian Pendapat...~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Alhamdulillah, kali ni dapat balik rumah, after a tiring month in college... So, how's life for the past 1 month? Well, I can honestly say, my life is OK, just OK.. I've make an improvement in balancing my study and duty, and I'm really grateful about it... Hope it will last longer...

Jadi, berbalik kepada tajuk.. Apa kajian yang telah dibuat? Haha..sebenarnya tak ada kerja pon nak buat benda nih, saja mengisi masa lapang ['lapang' lah sangat kan.. =p] A research had been done to view people's opinion on 'Apakah perbezaan antara suka dan sayang?'

So, here's the result..

1 - Suka adalah perasaan terhadap seseorang yang memberi inspirasi dan tidak serius. Sayang, perasaan ini terbit kepada seseorang yang kita dah kenal luar dan dalam seseorang itu dan menerimanya seadanya..

2 - Suka ramai, sayang seorang je...

3 - Suka : hanya pada luaran, ada masa-masa tertentu. Sayang : melibatkan hati selamanya...

4 - Suka : perasaan girang dalam hati. Sayang : mengasihi / mencintai

5 - Suka = Like. Sayang = Love.

6 - Suka macam biasa-biasa je.. Sayang pulak macam suka gila..

7 - Suka melibatkan minat kepada sesiapa saja.. Sayang pulak, contohnya, hati akan sakit bila tahu orang yang kita sayang, sayang orang lain..

8 - Suka contohnya macam suka makan, tido, dll.. Sayang pulak kepada family dll..

9 - Suka selalunya gitu-gitu je.. sekadar mencuci mata.. Sayang adalah perasaan suka yang terlampau amat terhadap seseorang sehingga kadang-kadang boleh melukakan hati kita...

10 - Suka adalah perasaan main-main je, bukan dari hati. Sayang boleh terjadi dari hati yang luhur penuh ikhlas dan tulus.

11 - Suka adalah perasaan yang masih belum ikhlas di hati. Sayang tu perasaan yang ikhlas di hati.

12 - Suka boleh bertukar jadi tak suka. Sayang akan berkekalan sampai mati....

13 - Suka ni minat (atas faktor tertentu). Sayang ni general ( bukan sebab sesuatu faktor)

14 - Kalau suka, tak semestinya sayang. Kalau sayang, mestilah suka. Suka boleh ramai, sayang tu untuk orang yang betul-betul istimewa..

15 - Suka boleh untuk macam-macam keadaan. Tapi sayang adalah perasaan yang kita tak boleh nak kehilangan seseorang atau sesuatu.

Ha, dah dapat gambaran apa bezanya? Ni ada lagi dua pendapat from my friends which I think its very interesting!

Suka is for someone you can live with.

Sayang is for someone you can't live without.

Daun suka batu.

Daun sayang akar.

Hidup daun bergantung kepada siapa?

Batu atau akar?

Daun akan mati tanpa siapa?

Batu atau akar?

Daun membesar dengan bantuan siapa?

Batu atau akar?

Siapa yang faham keperluan daun?

Batu atau akar?

Jadi, boleh nampak konsepnya di situ? =)

Secara kesimpulannya, suka adalah satu perasaan yang boleh timbul kepada sesiapa sahaja, tak kisah seberapa ramai sekalipun, atas sebab-sebab tertentu, dan tidak serius.

Sayang, boleh disimpulkan sebagai perasaan kepada seseorang yang sangat-sangat bermakna dalam hidup kita. Selalunya timbul terhadap seseorang yang ada 'bond' atau ikatan dengan diri dan hidup kita.

Bagi saya pulak, suka adalah perasaan yang timbul hanya kerana sifat LUARAN atau KELEBIHAN seseorang.

Rasa sayang pulak wujud apabila kita boleh menerima semua KELEBIHAN dan KELEMAHAN seseorang... 

Wallahua'lam... =)

*saja2 je buat benda ni, hilangkan 'ketegangan' dalam study kejap... ok, boleh sambung balik study ni..hehe.. =p