Wednesday 25 January 2012

Enjoy Life While You Still Young!


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Hello all.. Hmm..it's been a long time I didn't post anything in this blog.. Well, I just got nothing to say..hehe.. Actually, there's a lot of stories to be shared, about KIKS, new roommate, new teachers and so on..but..hmm.. I like to keep it by myself..Besides, there aren't much sweet memories happened during this one month.. [but bad memories..A LOT!] So, I think that was the main reason I didn't have the feelings to write about all of it.. [ARGHH..the bad things had crush the good things!=( ] Naaahhh..forget it!

Well, enough of mumbling.. Today, I would really please to write about something. Yeah..a topic which is inspired by the one who I admire..hehehe.. The topic is about 'enjoying our younger time'.. As for me, I feel really eager to grow up..Why? These are the reasons :

  1. I wanna have freedom to do anything that I want.
  2. I wanna feel free to go anywhere that I want.
  3. I wanna buy things that I like with my own money.
  4. I don't want to do homeworks! [huhu..so bad huh?!]
  5. Enough of following school rules!                                                                                                         
Yeah..I think there's a lot more reasons but I've short listed it to 5 only.. [too lazy lah to type..hehe..]

But, you know friends, someone had realized me about the challenges to be an adult.. He said that the older we grow, the more responsibilities we need to carry..and every freedom that we got has its own prices.. Hmm... I became speechless.. Wondering..what does he really means..
Then, after thinking about everything he said, I got the idea what he meant about the prices.. For example :

"You have grown up. You have buy your own car and you can go to anywhere that you want to go. But, if you buy a car, you still have to pay every month right? Or else you will lose your car.. And, if you wanna travel with your car, you need to fill the fuel.. To do so, you need money. And from where you need to get the money? Yes, you'll have to work! You can't depend on your parents for the rest of your life. If you're working, you can't just easily skip your work because if you do so, your performance will down and you can't get more money or salary..  or worst, you'll get fired! It's so not easy to get a job nowadays.."

So, the conclusion is, being an adult is more tough than being a kid or teenager..Plus, there's a lot of things you need to think if you are an adult. Compare to a kid or teenager, what you need to think of is just your study! Even though there's a lot of subjects, but you still focusing at the same topic, which is ACADEMICS and SCHOOLS.. I heard majority of my brothers and sisters said that they want to be young again and they miss their younger life! So, just be happy with what you have now and enjoy it while you are still young.. Your time to be old enough to have the freedom will come one day. So, just be patience. And remember, you are always moving forward, and never ever can rewind back the time..so, use it wisely and happily! 

Actually, I dislike being a teenager.. haha..you must be thinking that I'm weird right, because some of you think that being a teenager is the most wonderful time in life! I admit that. Sometimes it is wonderful.. But most of the time are fill with feelings confusion, friends problem, and the worst thing is LOVE! Arghh.. I am so confused..why do we need to have feelings towards others during this younger age?? It's so hard to control.. If we don't have strong faith, we will easily strayed from the correct path! So friends, get closer to Allah to have His Guidance! Only Allah can be our best helper! I've learnt a lot from my mistake and I am so grateful to Allah for His guidance.. Everything happen must have reasons right. 

Ok.. I think that's all for tonight.. Do leave a comment to share your opinions and to correct my Grammar yeah.. [It's been a while I left English classes, so the Grammar had been crazy already..hehe..]
Ok.. Adios!

Monday 2 January 2012

The End of Everything..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Hai semua.. Hurm.. Today is a bit gloomy lah.. Gloomy on me and also the weather.. Well, as you see, today's post is about 'the end of everything'. So, what's gonna end?

1. 2011 had already ended..Now, Welcome 2012! Hmm..I'm really3 sad to leave 2011 because there's a lot of memories in it.. Mostly the sweet one.. Even though 2011 is a tough and busy year because of the PMR examination, but still, I think 2012 is gonna be tougher and busier than 2011.. Being an upper form level student a.k.a Form 4, will have to face a lot of new things.. Bio, Physics, Chemist, and others which is totally different from lower form syllabus..I'm scared..=( Am I gonna make it?? My second Idol told me to not be afraid because challenges are good for us.. It'll make us a better person.. Insya-Allah. I'll try to do my best.. BTW, he is my source of spirit in Trans.. Whenever I feel down, if I look at his face, I'll gain my spirit again! ^_^ But, for 2012 and 2013, he'll not be in Trans anymore.. I can't do anything because he is growing older and he has his own path in achieving his dream.. So, I'll just can pray for the best to him and hoping he will never forget me..

2. Tomorrow is the end of my FREEDOM! No more over sleeping, no more eating whenever I want, no more relaxing and no more EVERYTHING lah.. :'( It's the start of my new journey of becoming a F4 student.. So sad leaving this Year-End School Holiday, which is NO HOMEWORKS are given.. Furthermore, even though I feel boring doing nothing in this holidays but I'm still grateful because there's some friends who willing to cheer my day.. It's so out of the blue that some people, who I never talk to before in Trans, willing to chat with me on FB.. Haha.. [touched].. Well, thanks a lot to them..<3

3. The most sad thing is that I have to leave my parents! Hukhuk.. T_T.. They are my first supporter and protector.. Hmm.. Never mind.. Besides, I'm getting older too.. I have to be more independent! Till when I need to count on them?? Enough of burden them! Yeah! Go Mirror! ;)

I think that's all for today.. And maybe I will not post for about 1 month.. =( Busy of being a student..hehe..
Ok..Tata.. (^_^)